I got up this morning thinking 'I feel a bit more human today' , then my mood became  submerged by exasperation and un-mutual longing , and : What do you do when you adore someone who you seem to have little chance of a mutually close and meaningful friendship with , and do'nt want to risk sabotaging what there is between you ?
Answer : Just have a friendly chat when you get the chance , and leave it at that . As I do .  Which can be hard .
Went to Lowestoft this afternoon , got some shopping and a refund for out of date fish erroneously bought by me and erroneously stocked by Asda last week .
And backed a 9/2 winner ; A man who was in the betting shop clearly is afflicted with tourettes syndrome , which was faintly unsettling though I just feel sorry for him really ; I used to wonder if that diagnosis can be an excuse for some angry , rebellious , anti-social types but having encountered him I'm inclined to believe it's a genuine , disabling ,  neurological condition .