Of course it would've been lovely to have had some nice female companionship in London , and , if I could've gone to the right social setting and been really relaxed , posotive , confident , smiley and friendly ,
maybe I could have had .
In the free 'metro' paper I saw an advert for a 'topless bar , all drinks £10 , no other charges'
OMG How F/ridiculous , paying £10 per drink to ogle bare boobs , and I bet they do'nt even serve pints . . .
And , lapdancing clubs - Oh , they might be a bit of a laugh for half an hour if one has 'money to burn' but they sound utterly stupid to me , and , I hear , you're not even allowed to in any way
touch the scantily clad females writhing on your lap for a couple of minutes for £20  or more  (+ expensive drinks) , which , being a sensual tactile person I would find hard not to do .
I think they are very exploitative - Of the silly men who go there , but , good luck to them , plenty of people in this country do have vast amounts of excess finances and not necessarily much taste or sense .

I did'nt really want to go on the trip to London that I booked online several weeks ago , when I was a bit 'tipsy' .
Because I did'nt care much about it I got the 12 . 11 bus to Lowestoft instead of the 1 hr earlier one ~ It was 10 minutes late then stopped at nearly every stop , and kept being held up by traffic
lights and queues , as well as by the bridge opening to let a ship through ; I missed the coach to
London by 30 seconds .
I went to the train station to inquire about a train to London , then changed my mind , then went back there - £38 single and £39 'open return' . So I got to the London hotel earlier than I would have by bus , but ,
As I knew all too well it's always so damn hot and humid in London - Okay not in the Winter but for most of the rest of the time , and the hotel room had no air conditioning , just a noisy fan .
I do'nt enjoy much if any of travelling alone , and , I know there's loads to do in London but I could'nt think of anything I wanted to do last night apart from have a meal - I just went for a walk through Hyde Park/Kensington Gardens into Gloucester Road , had a drink then got a tube back , having forgotten to take the pre-pay oyster card I'd bought , or any protection from the rain .
I just could'nt  face not knowing what to do in hot sweaty London all day today
before going to the big open air 'gig' tonight which I was'nt at all sure if I'd enjoy so , though I'd paid for 2 nights at the hotel I came back this morning . I gave my concert ticket to a group of nice young people , probably students , waiting for the London train at Norwich station , saying give it to someone else if none of you can use it     ,       then got the train back to Lowestoft where I had a
little time before the bus back to Southwold ,
I'd just made a 'phone call , then said no I'm not interested to a couple of scruffy , barely articulate young males who'd  tried to sell me cans of mens after-shave or deodrant or something that they had several
of in a bag , then was approached by another young man saying "he wants to talk to you" pointing to a security guard standing in the doorway of Millets , over the road - I'd not been in that or any other shops in Lowestoft today- who was glaring at  and beckoning to me .
I'm not going to be intimidated by some prat in a silly uniform who has no powers of arrest and no evidence of any wrongdoing by me because there has not been any , so I beckoned to him , he did not come over so I carried on up the street and that was the last I heard of that .
Unlike going to London I was looking forward to getting back here , and seeing Leo (cat) (my Mum's away until wednesday ). I was away for 25 hours .
So now I shall become boringly provincial , like the rural Suffolkers and Norfolkers , who I used to feel slightly condescending towards , who never want to go anywheree else . Not  that I do'nt want to travel , or to go to more exciting places for a change , but , not alone , it's such a waste of money .
If I'd gone today , just for tonight , I may have somewhat enjoyed a bit the atmosphere of tonights hyde park event .