I went on the trip to Norwich today , my 1st time back there since moving here last November : Did'nt see any of the people who I did'nt want to see and bought new shoes and t-shirt , a framed b/w photo' of New York and the book 'The Last King of Scotland' by
Giles Foden(£3 in hmv) which I started on the coach back and I'l definitely finish it . Also I got
£15 for my Marx Brothers dvd's from a 2nd hand shop , and bought a 3cd dancey compilation for £3 .
I am naturally a loyal , understanding ,affectionate person , though will cut people off altogether if they really 'cross the line' or if the relationship has broken broken down irreparably or if it's never going to work successfully , which it was not so easy for J or I to do when living together . Up 'til the end I still loved and cared about her , though she was secretly plotting to abandon me
in the calculatedly most hurtful way possible : I did on occasions descend to shouting at her in exasperated frustration at her self pitying sullenness , her relentness moroseness
and passive agression , though her actions had a lot to do with her greed for her Stepfather's council house and money . Good Riddance !
In case any readers could'nt cope with it I deleted one sentence of an earlier entry (re.female s**uality)though if anyone objects to what I said in 'What made me like this?'
about my late Father , I love and miss him and it was not said resentfully , I was just trying to understand how various things have affected me .
Because my Dad played the piano a few people saw him as an idealised , 'romantic' figure .
He was a great person in many ways though somewhat complex and troubled , and , no ones perfect , though perhaps some people would think that I am if I played the piano !